iCHiMAN.

I had a lot of fun lately <3
I met like soooo many friends, I made new friends aso.
I also had a few days when I really was down and everything, i cried a lot.
But it doesn't matter, because all these feelings make me feel alive!
I rly can't tell you everything, because it's too much and most of it is too private aso.

I drank sooo much in the last past days, but i think it's okay because I didn't drink anything in 1 month. after this month in abstinence my first beer felt like a holy baptism. XD

In the last days I rly got addicted to GYARU-stuff and less to Lolita.



I love the stupid faces they make :D


I dunno why, but I don't feel rly "beautiful" in Lolita anymore. Maybe I need to change my style a bit, a lot of people say I looke good in black and I rly like black. I want to get more red and black dresses aso.
I rly love some of the new stuff on Baby's site! I need to sell some of my clothes... I am so extremely poor, i need a job ;Q;

I ate so much because it was easter and I got a lot of chocolate and we had a lof of family meet-ups... so everyone brought cake and chocolate and my mum cooked great stuff, now I'm fitting in my XL pants from Tally Weijl again ;_;

A lot of people mistake me for Hyura! It's funny lol o_o
I mean, I love her style and everything and some time ago I tried to copy her make-up or wanted to buy the clothes she had worn (haha I'm sorry) but thats different now! And now that I want to look like MYSELF they say I look like her. wtf. XD